Lou is a born loser who had to ask Aka to eat fix her layout, which ended up getting replaced with a whole new one. C'mon, do0dz, the old one just plain sucked.

     Aka drew the pillow. Aka did the coding. Pitas does the magic.

This was a good day that went downslide. Well, I wanted a good day, but unfortunately, I had to start out with the stomach cramps that grounded me long enough for one period (bye AE) until mid-way Chinese. I wanted to miss Chinese quiz and get a make-up nalang, but it seems the SC elections was now proceeding, and so they didn't have a test yet. Dang. I'm terribly worried over Chinese, it's hanging on a 79 compared to Filipino with it's 81. But then Filipino has lower marks than Chinese but 79-but the Fil quizzes-@X@X@X@X@X@
Our Science Chem play was a total riot. The storyplot had unexpectedly went right out of the script, me and Kennelyn had to dig for dirt in the garden next to under-the-gallery to help build Khris' chem volcano, the CD song timing was usually 10 seconds late, and we just kept laughing non-stop at all this as we kept saying "We're doomed!" And then it turns out, we turn out to be the best Chem presentation as we wonderfully integrated our Chem magic to the story of Harry Potter:
A big kerosene outdoor burner with two teeny wires Stephanie (Mcgonagell) with some chemicals to change the color of fire (though the second one hardly showed)
A volcano that Jeanne (Snape) clogged up the funnel with too much baking powder
Margaux's (Draco) bottle of stuff + stuff to make a balloon swell. Draco in an attempt to make-yabang to Potter. (In the magical perspective, it looked downright pathetic)
Bang's (Hagrid) teeny flip a teeny glass of water upside down and it won't spill!
and we had a Hermione that became flirty when the cupids Poked her. (One of them actually had a huge black axe decorated arrow with air pressure output for greater distance and completely missed, as the script called for)
Besides that I tried auditioning for the glee club today with Eyes On Me, with Achie's piano tape of FFVIII and FFIX played and recorded by Olivia (wah). Oh well, whether I make it or not, basta, I tried.
The Litmag turned out BADly. only three of my eight drawings made it (my moon drawing wasn't there! It was pa my most favorite) Lalynn's poem unfortunately did not make it. So many flaws! Like huge font then TEENY-WEENY hardly readable font the next.

Tuesday (holiday) was a blast. Got to buy music CD's of Moulin Rouge (my very own ^v^), Lalynn's Avril Lavigne, a 100-peso chance opera music which weirds JJ out, and right after watching Daredevil, rushed back to the store to buy the OST. Love it. And by calculations, I still have 500 from someone and 500 untapped Christmas budget pa still owes me. I'm gonna look out for Spider-man OST, Coldplay, and maybe even try Josh Croban, whom Sara and Jillian say is worth it.

Haven't been able to write for awhile ever since for some weird reason I cannot connect to the internet. Always busy. (shrug-shrug)
My prom was Great! I did not get bored with my date and in fact, we were cracking up jokes and talking of anime, games (BATTLE REALMS~~!!) and etc. The only downfall in the prom was my sandal strap was too loose so it therefore kept snapping open.
Meanwhile, I was the only 3rd year girl who did not go to Araneta Colosium to watch something, and by the looks of it, I turned out to be lucky, as the film was mainly all about a dancing, weird fetus in a huge ovary asking stuff like who's God and stuff like that, with dancing. Plus, some of my classmates were target practices of popcorn and ice cubes for some other schools.

Yesterday:
I completely forgot we watched the graphic abortion movie. I guess I was so stupefied my mind erased it instantly. As usual, Hard-boiled Egg wasn't effected at all.
What a day
Morning:
I just realized I used to have an X character soundtrack CD, which happens to be in the hands of my beloved sister, who also took with her all the anime medley songs we got, and Squaresoft CDs (though that's understandable, that was a gift for her)
I was told by some fellow artists that the Litmag this year was completely BOTCHED-PRINTED. They say it's the worst. I have yet to see it. Ma'am Christine says it's like they just xeroxed it.
Science. Worked with some alchohol and chemicals over kinetic energy of molecules (zzz) Austine kept vandalizing our side of the table with "Kate loves ___" Which she then goes about vandalizing on their side, and us smudging out the ink with the close-at-hand alchohol. Chinese, Recess.
Alternative Class Program: Kids at Work. Got to hear a story from a real Child Laborer, 13-year Bernadette, who segregates and sells recycled goods to earn 15 pesos for pencil and school stuff. Besides that, we learned about the Kamalayaan Group, who operates on freeing child laborers and child prostitution. Sad. They can't prosecute the bad guys in court because they've got the money and the kids are too scared or can't push through. We wanted to get to the film viewing quickly, but Jeanne kept asking questions. But the film turns out to just being the same film we watched last week. Lunch. Finished Angelle's gift!!
Music was horrible. The only ones who totally knew our chinese F4 song was Terelle and co. Jane was in such a grumpy mood. In AE, we watched the debate Charisse and Kristel participated in at TV! Man, Charisse looks scary, none of them looked like High Schoolers in their attire and attitude. AP was quick, and Science was almost a free period.
Ma found the beads in my prom dress like "ANO YAN!? BULATE!?!"
She then took me in a back-up prom dress quest in SM. We found a nice apple-green one, only costing 2000+, but the problem is, the price is only for the TOP of the dress (separate kasi) so we'd have to pay for 4000+ to get the whole thing. We just ate mango crepe instead. The mango wasn't ripe enough yet XP. Saw Reign of Fire and Blade II in the video rentals. Awww...
Heard Avril Lavigne's "I'm With You", "CrossRoads" Ditto's "Thank You" Eminem's "One Shot"

Wahahaha, I so love last night. Last night was a big, full chessy moon (@v@) since I had no homework, I got to listen to Enya (wanted to change from Linkin Park) and since Enya is such an inspiring thing for me, I finally made a happy-happy pic of Angelle's favorite coupling, which I am much more satisfied than the last one I made (but this one a bit bigger than the original, it's no longer a bookmark, it's a mini fan! @~@)

Busy Weekend.
My siblings and I went on a computer gaming spree. JJ on his Medal of Honor (So cool) Lalynn's Harry Potter (she'll manage) and my own game in Battle Realms (DIE LOTUS ASTARDBEYS DIE!!) Finished my mission, on to the last step of my campaign.
This weekend has been hectic for poor Lalynn. She's had a fever that keeps going up and down. The highest pt. was 40. She's still feeling sick.
Hero is so cool! Jet Li was great, but Zhang Zi Yi played a very minor role in that movie, but it's okay, the others were great and so was the plot and special effects, and don't ever forget the fight scenes! Those are always what I like to see (hearts-hearts)!!
Achie's sent me an excerpt from a story that somewhat mirrors that of one of my stories, though this scares me.
Excerpt:What they had done was devise a method od curtailing the amount of life a person could have. If he was 10 minutes late, he lost ten minutes of his life.
Takot, But cool!
Haha. Me and Aka fooled around with this The Mummy Returns: Reincarnator. Checks to see what you were before. We've done a combination of our names, then Nabuca, Hikaru, Waya, Isumi, yeah.
Checked One of Aka's friend's art page, GODS SHE IS GOOD!!!!!

Haha. What a riot.
Around science period, Joyce's mom texted her saying she was on the same plane as that of the popular Asian band F4. Mostly everybody (especially Joyce) were all squelling. XD, I have no idea about how great that group is, but celebrities are celebrities, and it really is cool to even be on the same plane as them.
One more week till the prom. I'm getting a bit nervous. Dress, food, entrance, who knows? Maybe I might botch up and ruin my dress, or maybe we can't go in for some dumb reason, waaah~ takot.
I've had this layout since December. (still counted it by fingers) Which means 3 months. Geeeh. Thinking Cap!

Let's see...
Glooms have sprouted all over my garden that is my head
Life is the pits.
That wraps up my febuary month. I have no feeling of love in my bone for Valentines (I feel B&W really) but for some insane reason I'm willing to doodle a crazy Valentines special comic, the plot following Akazukin Cha-Cha's love potion episode.
Sob. Pa won't let me go to the only field trip this darn school will ever be providing: a half-day trip to Araneta Colosium to watch a play! Don't they understand the need to get out of the stuffy classrooms, get out somewhere with 40+ other students and all?! Argh! I don't wanna spend my morning sitting with Ms. Hechanova! (takot of boredom) Take me to the library! I will read and doodle, I don't want to do something for the teachers then! @~@
Aka's craze for Tenchu 3 has got me a little excited over it too! :) Well, she said there was a multiplayer mode there where 2 people can work together or against it each other! Then there's graphics, and a favorite: instant kills. Hope dubbings have improved.
I need a new CD to listen to besides Linkin Park. ; Maybe that's why I'm too gloomy.
Scoots off to study boring math, and tackle Microsoft FrontPage

Every day you learn something. Too much of anything is bad. Being dense on some occasions is fine/ acceptable/ or if you're the right kind of person who could pull it off, cute/funny. But sometimes being too dense leaves you lacking, in trouble, and just makes you clueless to how much people may be annoyed with you and your bad quirks. I guess I'm trying to grow out of my dense shell as I am growing up. It's kinda depressing if you ever saw a friend actually write a suicide note (just for the fun of it) and not even know it was one. =__= Some friend I am.
This is why I have no such thing as a best friend up till now: it's not because my friends are lacking, it's more of I find MYSELF lacking in what it takes to be a great friend. How can I if I'm clueless when I insult people, dunno if my friends have problems or if they're irked at me for something. I kind of follow the belief that to find the bestest best friend, you need to be one yourself.
On a lighter note...
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What good happen today???
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Got to eat pizza? (but I crave noodles!) Still no new layout I can come up with or make or do or put up (gloom).

We now have Harry Potter 2 and Medal of Honor: Allied Assault in our computer. JJ and I have this sudden liking to War, ever since the HBO movie series "Band of Brothers". I swear, after watching the ten-episode, (actually for me, 9. sayang) all the other 'war-reenactment' movies seem so Hollywood. Maybe because the lack of music replaced by non-stop explosion, screaming soldiers, real-life stories heighten the realism of this show. Besides, the soldiers humor lighten the ever constant dreary and gory world they have to face.
"Glory~ Glory what a hellaway to die~ X3 We ain't gonna jump no more~~"
*This song was sung by soldiers after they raided one German concentration camp. The last line is because each assigned infantry must fly from one country to another, jumping off planes. This is turn makes you torget practice for ground-to-air assault. There was more but JJ forgot the rest of the lines.
Haha. I raised an issue to ma about Lalynn's deprivation over Disney childhood shows like The Little Mermaid or Alice in Wonderland. What surprises me most is Mama still recalls Hoppity Goes to Town, and even more so, The Brave Little Toaster. Mama just cannot forget the little toaster who went here and there to find his master. Neither can I, especially Blankie the electric blanket! XD
Besides that, KWEEH, Finished watching Aka's NHTH tapes. Paano kaya gagawa ako ng comic about that? I can only think of two (one was suggested fr Aka) where I can sidetrack: Nabuca and the irritating flashlight guard, or when they met again in the village raided by Heliwood.

This is the bloody pits.
Why do I bloody bother even trying to comment on how nice other people's layout are when I can't even comment properly how nice it was of Aka to do my own.
I'm a loser. and now I'm depressed.
This has always happened to me even way before as a little kid. I've got a mouth that speaks before it thinks, I've got a tongue that hurt people unintentionally. How many times can I remember saying something and then the next thing I know, people drag me to the wayside telling me I just said a bad thing. Then there I stand stupified and mad because I never wanted to insult the said person. Then they just shake their heads and say "Just watch your mouth next time"
Next time, next time, I always botch it the next time!! :c
If I talk I insult someone, if I don't talk and speak out in another way, it boomerangs right back at me and people think I'm insulting them behind their backs! It's times like these I really wish I was mute, or maybe I am a real moron who babbles because it's not fun when whatever I say hurts people!! Who wants to know every nice thing they try to speak out turns out to be something mean and nasty? And some people say I shouldn't be a hermit and some say I'm so unreactive, because I ought to be!
I'M SORRY!!!

HUWEEEH! Weekend ulit! Gonna watch NTHT (thanks Aka!) play Battle Realms (kyahahahahaha, wala si JJ!) What else what else?!?!

Study Con today, 40 minute sched. Sayang Math ko. minus 1, grrr...
JAT (Just a thought) It's funny when you think some people are a little anti-social, they can be much more people-people than those who try to be friends? Just thinking about the scenario of Kyou-kun and Yuki-kun of FruitsBasket. Yuki is the one who wants to be more friendly, though he is nice to others, he's still pretty distant to his classmates compared to Kyou-kun, though loud-mouth and all, he easily makes classmates laugh. I thought about this because I kinda saw a situation like that today.
MAAAN~! Grr. Can't find a Nabuca pic! Grumble-grumble. and what nerve! I just typed anime: NTHT pictures and I get results of sites offering nude anime females and hentai pics (*&$%#@ Eternal Damnation to you search engine! This is not what I want!!!)
But the rating reviews of the American DVD version of NTHT is Very, Very high.

I swore (to God) not to eat anymore instant noodles twice in a week and I broke that and now I am so definitely experiencing stomachcramps (the Lord Almighty is harsh but fair)Amazing how that divine one keeps an eye on you~~OOHHHH my stomach!

Today my lil' sister lent one of my funny comics to one of her friends, and I got my first fan mail scribbled like crazy and sounding like an obsessive fanatic. Just makes me smile and think how naive this little kid is (for me). She thinks she's lucky she's got a friend who's got a sis making comics like a factory. I just think of how many other more talented, creative, imaginative wonderful ah-I'm-so-jealous-of-your-artwork people there are, and of how many I know of. Oh well, for a bum like me in this complex need-for-cash, need-for-skills, my future needs bread blah-blah, my drawing skills only rate for a hobby and the chances of multi-million dollars from doodling equals to the same chances of those buying lottery tickets.

Just got to watch Mr. Deeds. I love the ending. Everybody got what they wanted/deserved, though Big Trouble was crazier, but it was just as good. But the love story in Mr. Deeds was quite predictable: girl who only does her job gets too close to victim, falls in love, tries to tell the truth, the truth reveals itself in some big, bad way in which the victim will then regret liking the person and therefore the girl will regret too and therefore chase the guy till blah-blah blah. Sigh. Why are these girl-to-guy relationships beginning to look like re-runs in some way? No wonder some people start looking at relationships of the same gender, cause hopefully, there could be something different for a change. Because...
1) If a guy leaves a girl, for lying to him (like posing as the tabloid newsreporter who fell in love with her target: Mr. Deeds) a couple of things come to mind...
a) She bloody doesn't deserve him and should just burn
b) If she chases him she's a whiny, piny suck-up tramp
c) If she doesn't chase him, that's her loss
2) Girls who are too genki and nice but a bit too mushy like Miaka (Fushigi Yuugi) will be hated upon by feminists for their weaknesses.
3) Girls who lie and cheat because they need to survive are looked down upon by halo-people who think scum like them should never be near divine bishonen like the boy the girl is with right now.
4) Girls who do end up to be with Mr. Popular in anime shows because she's nice are gonna be burned by the school's fan club or by a singular, obsessive girl who considers the other a rival.
The girls I mostly speak out of here are mostly women of the main character roles. 2nd lead characters (girl or guy) are mostly more favorable for some reason.

Anybody who read my entry about the issue of homosexuality please do not think I am flaming someone because really, I am one seriously confused person over this whole business and if anyone ever took offense to what I wrote, my deepest apologies, cause I have a very hard time trying to put my words the way I want it to be.

Hehe, very busy doodling, playing Battle Realms, and watching Jap. version of the Ring. Sobrang disappointing. me and Kimie are just manhid na, no aah!. But Sadako is pretty spooky in herself, wonder what the English version's like?? English research is annoying. I lost a lot of surveys in the mess that is the High School Department.

My morals are degrading (I have said that the umptenth time)and besides that, I wanna watch NTHT. I am thinking shonen-pair ups. For some people, it is no biggee. But for me, who has been abhorring it since, lessee, the dawn of time, is now being a big hypocrite. sigh. Besides this thought in mind, I think of my thoughts over the topic of homosexuals, and the issue that popped during the 4th world meeting wherein the meeting didn't allow homosexual families in. I'm cut into two by both sides. I totally believe in the church's on belief that the ideal family really consists of two people, man and woman, coming together to raise a family. As for the homosexuals, I'm for them in saying "Why not them?" and also not for them in the fact they are going against the guy-girl basis of being a couple. Sure there may be reasons like psychological or emotional, but...=_= I dunno. God must have had a good reason why he chose that sex for them. Plus about sex change, that kind of degrades me on the use of the human body, it's almost as bad (to me, I'm really just want to think) as cosmetic surgery for the only reason of looking like Pamela Anderson.
"Did God hate fags?" A person voiced this out in my Achie's college paper that she sent to us against an issue that happened concerning homosexuals. I still have to check the Bible to clarify.
But overall, I'm okay about guy-to-guy/girl-to-girl only at the point of care and looking after each other. But to go about kissy-kissy and beyond that will probably just sicken me because that'll be as bad as like a Miaka-Tamahome relationship.

Wah, back on line. I checked my mail, fearing the most for my mailbox to be overflowing from 3 days of not checking (e-mail groups tend to overflow...)
All I found was one letter of Achie sending me 20 dollars. I kinda felt bitin. Oh well, least the mailbox didn't blow.
Bwahahaha, we now have our own Battle Realms in our newly upgraded PC, Microsoft XP, in order to accomodate the necessary requirements. So far, we're on a campaign to wipe out the evil supernatural but our dear Ma's threaten to have the CPU technician delete it if we play it in weekdays. =_= Yeah right, I can just install it again, I'm not that simple minded. Papa's word of caution was more understanding than her empty threat. Though I know Ma's more of the bash-it-throw-it-don't-care-how-expensive-it-is, if overly provoked. She bashed our old Mario Nintendo game a lifetime ago because our uncle was addicted.
Heaven save me! Evil scenarios flash through my mind! Your bloody fault of corruption Zephyr!! -Kalkie-
All I've done in the past weeks is doodle in my now overflowing new scratch bin of old Macbeth scripts.

Hectic week. Wala just sleep. Everybody's annoying me to watch this and that, hear this and that. Ah, parang gusto ko na matulog. Plop. ZZZZZZZZZZZZ. Batlle realms.....

Today wasn't such a bad day...
We did the Macbeth play, do-or-die, let's-get-it-over-with.
I was only able to tape the first 5 or so scenes (and those are very short scenes). Oh well, the first scenes we're okay, we all just spontaneously add-libbed, and Aka was so good as a murderer! Funniest scenes was how she threw the pillow all the way out of the stage, and Lmacduff and Jr screaming (dapat LMcduff was the one who was suppose to hit Aka :))
Messy and nutty, but it was great. Ms. Arejola said she was laughing and laughing. Eda (macbeth) was great as always as an actor (she didn't have time to practice as she was participating in the World Family Meeting) Yvette was nice. She lent me her leather jacket (didn't use it, too big =V=) A neck choker (made me feel like a dog on a leash) and make up. She's good in make-up. She made Reg look like she had a black-eye. Joyce and Austine were great witches.
I take it back.
Ugly. There was a person who suddenly dropped a hello to me. I checked her User Info and found this site called erotic-fun. It was shots for sex and *&%!! O_O. I would be calm if it was maybe anime yaoi or so, but this was someone who'd show off &^&R%#(&#(!! THE NERVE!!!!! I didn't delve into it, just the very frontpage proudly discribed the insides enough. This is why it is so dangerous to let baby minors have internet access all to themselves. It's scary.

One more day till the Macbeth Play! We're all cramming our heads off in here. Macbeth's been busy with the 4th World Family meeting, bg's not yet finished, we need this and that (oh, we got a fake knife. I kept pretending to be that annoying infomercial about the Mako knives, flexible durable and sharpness guareented! (flashy smile))
Am still in angst-thinking mode, till Eminem's "Without Me" and some other goofs this day, but still thinking angst.
New CLE teacher! yay! Ms. Balag-ey! (Balag-AY! @v@ Ms. Liamson said 'Cool, no?') She's taken up psychology as a major, 5-year teaching up in Baguio, and she doesn't just drone on and on of CLE like the others so far. Speaks Ilocano phrases and Filipino.
To KT>"He who increases in Knowledge, increases in sorrow"
yeah! Bon jovi: Everyday!
Looking through other links of Aka's blog. (sob) nice layouts. Aka sure has a lot of friends. Must be somewhat a hassle going through each and every one of them to check for updates. Oh well, good friends will go through the hassle!
Nobody in this household wants to watch the Ring with me!!!! ACHIE!!! KIMIE!!! Whichever of you two, I wanna get freaked out with someone! Cause then it wouldn't be as fun...

Ye~ay, CEM tests lang today, so besides the first three periods and the last fifteen minutes of Math, it was a good day, if only I had something to work on my sketchpad. I tried doing a Mumo comic, but the problem is he's depressed. =_= I guess I'm not totally drained of angsty yet, must do Goro-Goro or Silhouette instead.
Oli showed me pics of FFX-2. O_o Whoa, Yuna, what will your father say?
Poor aka, hope your father learns the error of his ways. (e.g.MA-KARMA siya!)

Fowarded message. Grabe. Dear friends: Please take time to read this message from Mother Teresa. Whether you unbelievably, it is good that you spread it to your own circle of friends and relatives. Ask them to pray the prayer at the end of the message as I am asking you to do so now. We do need prayer not only for the Philippines where we are experiencing very hard and confusing times, but for the whole world.
S. Josefina, OSB
St. Scholastica's College, Manila

Subject: PROPHECY OF MOTHER THERESA 13/11/2002 05:45

Please allow me to send you the essential details regarding the alleged deathbed prophecy of Mother Theresa. It appeared in an article by a Carmelite nun, Sr. Evangeline McGrath, and was published in the magazine "Prophecy" on June 25 of this year. The Prophecy 0f Mother Theresa. Mother Theresa died at 9:30 pm on the evening of September 5th,1997, in the mother house of her convent in Calcutta. At around 8:15 pm evening, Mother Theresa awoke and summoned the other nuns to gather around her.

She told them, "I have had a vision of things to come. Our Lord Jesus Christ has bidden me to disclose to it to you so that you might be prepared for time of woe and be safeguarded from evil. "The Four Horsemen spoken of in the Book of Revelation, (Ch. 6;1-7) have mounted their steeds. Their ride begins. You will hear their hoof beats within five years time. "The first three Horsemen correspond to the account given in Revelation, but the fourth is transformed from the bleakness of Death into a beacon of brightness and hope.

"The first Horseman - "Plague" - is riding a white steed and is armed with a bow. The second, on a red horse, is brandishing a sword and represents "War". The third Horseman is mounted on a black horse. He carries a set of weighing scales and signifies "Famine" The fourth (initially) rides a pale horse and rides ahead of the legions of hell. His name is "Death". Mother Theresa was quite specific as to the timing of the first three scourges, Plague, War and Famine. "The plague will break out first in Asia in August 2002. At first world health, authorities will ignore it, but it will spread and its victims will multiply rapidly - millions and millions of poor souls. "As the plague rages, the true identity of the Beast of Revelation Will be revealed a creature who delights in death, pain and misery. This man will come from Iran, and will proudly display the number 666, (presumably in some symbolic fashion?), on his clothes and on his forehead. "The Beast will at first be welcomed by the United Nations as a 'man of peace' It will take a full year before his true identity is revealed. With contemptuous ease, the Beast will assassinate Saddam Hussein early in 2003 in a murder plot involving Arab Sheikhs, and he will spread his power through Iraq and Saudi Arabia. "While the plague rages, he will begin his rise to world domination. War will break out in the Middle East in October 2003. It will Start with the assassination of a major figure, in the Arab/Israeli conflict now under way. This shocking event will provoke a wave of suicide attacks against the United States. Fanatics determined to blow themselves to pieces - as long as they can take many Americans with them will target shopping malls, apartment blocks and sports stadiums. As part of a two- pronged attack, planes piloted by terrorists will crash into government buildings and national monuments, including Washington Monument and Mt. Rushmore. "Like the plague, the war will escalate quickly. Iraq will join with the 'Palestinians' and others will then join Iraqi troops from Saudi Arabia, Syria, Lebanon and Egypt. "In the first week of November, President Bush will address the nation, announcing that 'American interests are being threatened and "we can no longer remain on the sidelines" Russia and China will adopt similar postures. Russia will align itself with the U.S. and China with the Arabs. "A brief, bloody, global confrontation will ensue. America will emerge victorious, but with great loss of life, and the economy in ruins enter the third Horseman - "Famine" With world commerce destroyed by plague and war, crops will die and rot in the fields. Starvation will stalk not only the Third World, but the richest nations as well. But when things are at their very worst, and the (northern hemisphere) winter bites hard, the fourth Horseman makes his appearance. "This rider was not "Death" as in Revelation, but becomes "Hope" his hand he is holding a stone tablet, in which is inscribed a prayer. Mother Teresa insisted that this prayer would be spiritual suit of armor, protecting all who say it from the devastation wrought by the first three Horsemen. "A miracle will be witnessed by millions of New Yorkers at the site of the twin towers. The towers will appear to rise again, and those who died will be seen wearing garments of purest white. The vision will last for almost a full day, before vanishing into the darkness of the evening. This will be a message of hope for the United States, and for the whole world. "HOPE" will be the promise of a new message from Our Lady of Fatima. Hundreds at the Shrine will witness the Virgin predicting victory in the war, and 1000 year Era of Peace on earth. The Blessed Virgin will then disclose a 2000-year-old secret - the date of Her Divine Son's return. Mother Theresa stated that the Second coming of Christ MUST come within the lifetimes of most of the faithful who are now less than eighty years of age. Mother Teresa then gave the prayer of salvation, which follows at the end of this account. She then clasped her hands together, closed her eyes and with an appearance of great peace and serenity, was taken to join the other saints and martyrs. Mother Teresa did not disclose what the outcome of the disasters would be, but left her witnesses with no doubt as to the immense power of the prayer she had revealed to them, the prayer inscribed on the stone tablet borne by the fourth Horseman; the one who had been transformed from "Death" to "Hope"
Prayer: O Lord God, Lead me from death to life, from lies to truth. Lead me from despair to hope; from fear to trust. Lead me from hatred to love, from war to peace. Let peace fill our hearts, our world, our universe. PEACE; PEACE PEACE. IF YOU HAVE TIME, PLEASE PASS THIS MESSAGE TO YOUR RELATIVES AND FRIENDS.

Just took a bath. Aaaah~=v=
Anyway, had a very depressing/enlightening day. Depressing: I totally botched my sci research paper. Sayang sobra ang tyaga ng papa ko. He took me late at SM to get it binded, and paid me dinner cause I left the house only eating a banana. Kakapanood ko pa nga ng LOTR 2 (And cool pa sobra, will expound next entry)
Enlightening: Out of the blue, I asked Aka and Angelle about what were my past mistakes/what caused us to be apart for at least a year and more. I've only realized, then and there that I was a b*tch. A big-time, wannabe, try-hard, ms. know-it-all Jerk. And as I can remember, I owe a lot of people an apology, mostly to Kaye and Francine, who had to endure being my friend that year.

I'm thinking like this because I am studying my social-people skills: I failed. I judge people, I was bossy, stupid, ARGH. My aptitude test shows I am VERY LOW on people-interaction. And a lot of times were enough of when these things went against me. I botched my cooking class, some people once (or still) find me haughty (for what? My drawing skills are lousy, it's degrading of me to have done so XP) I was pretty dillusional and super-dense back then (or am I still?), and stubborn. What depresses me is that I feel as dumb-headed as 'the next artist-wannabe'. XC

It's nice to pretend to live in a world where people do think your works are the greatest, maybe you have oodles of friends and maybe bad/hated-people were left to be trampled underfoot your triumphs and victories, but, as they say: "the bigger they (ego) are, the harder they fall"

But the greatest comfort I'm experiencing in all this talk was that I have change, if somewhat a little, for the better at least:
-My grades (I remember) in Gr. 7 were unsatisfactory, due to non-stop doodling. I've return to at least good average here in High School.
-I've dropped somewhat the annoying high-pitch anime voice (now as I see it, it is pretty annoying, especially if used by the wrong people)
-The last bloody thing I ever want to be seen as again, is a kapal na show-off. May rashes break if I ever did.

And probably much, much more. But I'm glad, that there are honest people like Aka sometimes. It really hurts when people do frankly tell you your faults, and maybe you'd want to defend yourself, but it's the truth nevertheless. Dropping their friendship because they nag is a big mistake. They tell because they care, they care to tell you your mistakes before the attitude becomes a downfall to you in the future. It's good bitter medicine to help make you realize and change for the better.
You can't rant without knowing both sides of a story: that's pathetic, selfish and whiny. I say this to all stubborn people: LISTEN. There are people that care which you simply push away. You segregate what sounds go through your ear canals and brain.
BTW, all this thinking was produced ever since I notice someone's been following my old bad pattern of wannabe artist, cept this one has the traits of a leech, chameleon and suck-up artist. I hope somebody tells them to clean up their act before it's too late.

What a day. Have to work on the BGs next week for Macbeth. Man those BGs are huge. Aka was absent today, and our English teacher had a bad day too. She forgot the Portfolio, someone's shirt got stained, she had to clean it (I saw her drying it out in the CR) poor teacher! My On-the-Spot essay became a nominee for the English Week. Didn't win. Oh well, no biggee.
Sayang dumating pa si Ms. Domingguiano, 10 minutes nga lang natitira! Oh well, she still made the most of it. Eck.
Speechfest day. I got bored, but the speechfest had it's few quirks. For one thing, one of the 1st year poem recitation contestant, actually went in a Japanese kimono, and started reciting the poem in a Japanese accent XD. I think she won. I wonder what Aka would think about her japanese 'Thank you' at the ending?
Oh dear, I think I'm coming down with the snifles.
JAT (just a thought) are people who say they are loners, are they really all deserving to be loners, or are they just losers who just want the whole world to just smash on them, you know, self-pity?
Friends come, friends go. Have friends ever abandon you? Or have YOU abandon them? We've always thought of the loner as some sort of victim here, in many anime-situations, but what about reality here? Has the loner ever considered there may have been something wrong with her actions that justify the sudden change of attitude? I don't think it's right that the loner can go around moping it's everybody's fault but theirs. That would just be plain pathetic and selfish of them to think like that. Loner my arse. For people like this, they're just digging their own grave.
Why am I thinking like this? H*ll I don't know, I have no memory of being abandoned by friends, I can only theorize and imagine. It's people's pride that fuels their refusal to apologize for hurts that they cause, for not screwing through their thick craniums that the world does not revolve around them, and that the world could be so good to them. That is soo annoying.
I get sick when people are begging the Lord a chance to be something great for the sake of bragging points, something to make them feel good. For me, I would be thinking: "THAT'S IT!?" and if they don't get it, they think the Lord hates them or they get mad at the Lord. How many CLE teachers/ reflections/ Homilies have I heard: The Lord works in mysterious ways? Bad things happen, but God justifies them in the end. Or maybe they 're the very cause of why bad things happen. Again, they dig their own grave. Especially when they think they can just waste their parent's money by giving them sloppy grades just to prove a future theory they can make a name for themselves in the world with just their talent.
It's funny how I made a lot of fuss over Aka's PE today. I would've waited for Ms. Arejola till 7. XD Now Aka just invited me to that orientation! Di pwede! Ma's got my morning sched booked! Last minute-invitation, last-minute-disappointment.
Waaah, I so wanna watch the entire Beast Wars Saga! X~X The show just restarted itself, but I wanna know how Black Arachnia got to their side, why they kept upgrading and why they were reduced to program 1 and Waaah! and my Lil' sister treats me like a baby handling her internet the first time!
Lil sis: Yeah right, it's not my fault you keep following what I say!

A couple of weeks left before due dates of projects. Am LAAAZY. My seat in class is horrible. The light in the morning smashes in my face, due to a reflection in the hallway. The distance makes me lazy to listen to the teachers. The good points in my seating I'm next to Aka and a some smart classmates. Am making color coding for some characters in Sumatoppopih. Aka needs her PE back for Sat orientation. Speaking of PE, gack! Wala pa maisip!

Whew, am pooped.
Went out this half-day to find a dress for the prom. Everything was expensive. Funny how I was a little kid, I didn't like shopping but I like running under the clothes line and hiding between clothes till mama shouts out my name. Now is no different. I still don't like shopping but it's fun looking at the designs of the clothes.
As mama and Lalynn were buying PJ's, I mosy over the neighbor baby-toy store, and suddenly, I was feeling like a toy critic, rating the different toy cribs (i liked this one with two rattles, good for relieving early baby stress: my mama won't listen to me! I want a bottle! Etc. XD) Then there was the envious new baby car seats. For pampered babies I tell you, all cushioned and cool. Makes you think of an expensive new car.
I finally thought of a new layout for Feb, and there's no hearts on it, and neither am I giving Mumo-chan a spot on the layout (porket your creation day was Valentines)
Mumo:Kalkie-dono MEEEEEAAAAANN!

Babaw kaligayahan namin: We (lil' sibling) fuss over who gets to wind mama's authentic wind-up clock. Besides that, we have a Harry Potter Chem Magic to work now with. Ha. At least bukas:
1)No MATH
2)HALF-DAY

This is funny. It's a foward kind of quiz of your personality in the alphabet. I got: L-Love is a hard word for you to comprehend.
O-You are very open-minded.
U-You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
I-You have a bad temper sometimes.
S-You are very close-minded.
E-You are a very exciting person.

K-You like to try new things.
A-You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
Y-You cause a lot of trouble.
Anyway, I like this fowarded story Achie sent me: Compete with the situation and not with the rival. Besides which, you strive and work hard, not mope in failure.
Haha, after 3 days, I finally uploaded my Sumatopoppih for Achie and her friends! 45 pages! That should keep them busy.
I'm still thinking whether I want to join next year something that requires practices like the Glee Club, Drama or FX (as Zephyr invites). Aka sez she is 100% I will not pass the Glee Club, but Michelle is willing to give me voice lessons @v@ Should I or should I not!??
Did hula dancing in PE. Arrgh, I have no hips to sway!

HUHUHUHU, Sobrang booked LOTR 2. We instead played Battle Realms (YAY!) JJ and I just went on a 2-2 battle with the Dragon and Wolf clan.
At home...
As I am uploading Sumatoppopih, I hear rythmic slapping. JJ silently points to me, MY nice quiet papa listening to my thmuping Linkin Park CD! XD Now I know why I'm so open to all kinds of music. You'll never find a music generation gap in this household!
Kt, I don't know why, if you want to refer to me sisterly, just call me Dichie >_<; I'm used to that, since even Achie calls me that.
Forgot to mention: H*** yeah Angelle! Prince Phobos IS CUUU~UUTE! @v@

YAY! A .5 raise in my average this quarter! Wheee! And an A- conduct! Babaw ng kaligayahan. I've already begun starting in the 2nd Sentinel comic, though the starting could be a bit startling at first, nothing shameful, mind you. It's gonna take awhile to upload Sumatoppopih though. Got back my beloved Linkin Park. I feel swell just having it back!
Went to Aka's house with my bro. Got to see Touya break down a Goban and Go Institute, The HUGE Sai Artbook, played Marvel vs. Capcom 2 and Parasite Eve, and mostly Metal Gear Solid 1. We forgot about doing a new layout for my blog.

I neither died nor lived.
Ends up I never said anything in the oral defense, nor was I asked to. I dunno whether that was good or bad. Finished Sumatoppopih, that's good. Now I'm torn between Goro-Goro (it's on a timeline, Orres is due for his test by now) Sentinel (I have two people asking for it, and that's the majority of my audience here) Silhouette (feel ko lang) X~X
Where to begin? And besides that, I have to worry about all my academic grades, report card day's tom!

Cried a few silent tears to myself this morning: I am going to die tomorrow.
The first three groups have already presented their oral defense. So far, only the last group has gotten good impressions from their judge. The first didn't fair, what with Ms De Leon being their judge. She trampled them. Tomorrow, I will die. Because I don't have a copy. Because I don't deserve it, because they want to the world to see my stupidity and irresponsibility. No copy...doom.
Chinese was fair, I did my test well. New seating arrangement: I get the first chair, next to the door. And when the light hits the right spot on the hallway, it bounces right in my face, great. Aka sits next to me though.
Filipino was okey, but CLE got me suddenly frustrated. She wanted a concept mapping over what we remember of our Unit 2. Annoying how if you clearly just speak out your unwanted opinions to the teacher, you get a low grade. Grrr...
Music was a free period (gods how long have they not clean the place? There were cobwebs in the gong!), got more time to work in Sumatoppopih. In AE, I'm in The Ring Group for our AE debate this quarter. Now that I wonder: How much has probably changed out of that girl, now that she's receiving the kind of attention she's always wanted.
Anyway, back to my group: Funny, Steph Lim was asking where I met my Prom date. She and the others were imagining something teen-boppy like Starbucks or anywhere they usually rendezvous, when I said anime convention, it was a blast watching her face magically transform to a face-fall.
Zip goes AP and Sci, had a 5-minute practice with our Play Director, am home, and out there there's a huge ball of fire off Cubao. Gonna ask ma for details, she's watching the News.
This day's not so bad, nowadays, I get to catch Achie and B.Tiu in their wee hours of their mornings.

I wish I could've eaten Pizza/Siomai/Katsudon/Tempura/Crispy Pata/Max Chicken and maybe The Summer Holiday, cause this was a most depressing day...
I can't have a copy for my research because I hardly did anything. That hurt. And what's frustrating is that it's bloody right and you can't just badmouth them for not telling you to do stuff on account it should've been my initiative and that I really, really do not like this research topic and because it is a topic way beyond my limited comprehension. I didn't know where to look, I couldn't help more in any way. Ate a big bowl of noodles. Lent my friend my Linkin Park reanimation. Tons of schoolwork.
Life is bleak and shallow.
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Having a conversation with Achie and B.Tiu is very uplifting. I miss them and her friends very much.

Aah. Kimie~~ Why didn't you come to school today~~
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One big Omnibus, three thick Terry Pratchetts, one aching back which belongs to me~~
But after reading your blog...
COOOOOOOOOOOOLLLL!!!!! Nakakainggit! (throws away all her irritation marks) You got to shoot rapids and stuff like that! The only thing close I can remember as fun as that would be my family went snorkelling in Balicasag, Bohol, and when we where returning back we encountered an incoming storm! It was a riot when we rode the big waves and the waters smashed in our faces as we fell. It was bloody wet and cold but awesome.

Aah. Kimie~~ Why didn't you come to school today~~
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One big Omnibus, three thick Terry Pratchetts, one aching back which belongs to me~~
But after reading your blog...
COOOOOOOOOOOOLLLL!!!!! Nakakainggit! (throws away all her irritation marks) You got to shoot rapids and stuff like that! The only thing close I can remember as fun as that would be my family went snorkelling in Balicasag, Bohol, and when we where returning back we encountered an incoming storm! It was a riot when we rode the big waves and the waters smashed in our faces as we fell. It was bloody wet and cold but awesome.

I cannot find a way for my lil sister and I to have a smooth relationship, we find each one another too annoying. We are constantly repelling each other with our likes and dislikes. Sigh.

Cleared my comic junk pile. I needed a new hardcase to fill up my comic badoodles. Wah, I'm starting to be like Achie: incomplete comics. I actually feel like formally beginning this one story, but suddenly, Ms. Congeniality training fight scenario keeps popping in my head. It's funny. Tamad ako mag-scan and upload for Achie.

Went to Baguio for three days to celebrate the New Year. The place was horrid (in one way). They had super dim lights that make the corridors freaky, mirrors at the end of each corridor to add that something-freaky-can-just-appear-out-of-the-darkness feel, and NO WATER PLUMBING! All the toilet's flushers were busted, and water was bought by the tank by this routine water-truck service that actually giped us of our 22 gallons of water, plus since we were in the bottom of a mountain range, there was no cellphone transmission, and no TV. Actually, what they had was a phonograph. @v@
And everything else was of course, numbing cold.
But we managed. I could live without TV for a couple of days, papa did manage to let us play in this internet place (25 an hour! Talk about cheap!) and this was the quietest New Year I had! I sure saw though a lot of Slam Dunk logos all over the place, last time I visited it was HunterxHunter.
I can't imagine a new layout yet. Am thinking about this Guidance assign. I should have done long ago. Achie lucky! Watching so much more anime!
huhuhuh, Sara gonna bonk me! I hardly have any new comics done! Just ba-doodles and I still have no clue to what layout I should do. Pooped.@~@

Yesterday....
Hweeee! Achie's VCDs are finally here! I have so much to watch for the remaining vacation!
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Waaah! Matatapos na pala eh! And we're going to Baguio pa for the New Year. Sob. Oh well, I can (hopefully) indulge on it the next weekend. Kimie! Wanna watch the Kare-Kano set with me for a few laughs? I think I'll give you the Terry Pratchett set come school time.
Today...
Ma's back! Woke up groggily 6 in the morning, but soon faded away in anticipation for mama. Good thing I caught sight of her quickly enough. Ate at Pancake House, Ma chatted away as usual, and balikbayan boxes were full of clothes. (Ma says she left two other boxes in US. The airport won't let her bring all her stuff! XD) Anyway, mama says she'll be training me to cook and drive here for Achie's sake (haha). Mama says the house looks like a Mexican techni-colored, and I agree with her. But it still just as cozy. Got a new digital camera and printer

Yay, my swollen finger's subsiding, and I finally have your gift Aka!
I was skimming through my scratch papers in this clipboard and found that Hkaru No Go screenshot pics you gave me before, so I thought: What the heck, and then remembering Sara's escapade over our club Christmas party, this is the result.

What a morning. I hardly opened my eyes when I already felt bad vibes when pa called JJ this morning. Papa explained to Jj Achie was depressed and miserably down with the colds, as well as her server, so it's a cold, lonely, sick Christmas for her. She was also working overtime in her job so she could buy our PS2 tapes and Kirby for JJ and Lalynn. So when Achie called in, I got a little mad at her at her for tiring herself out for the games and lectured her a bit. Then after that, I went and texted up a couple of her friends asking them to send a txt note to her. I fowarded so far Gen and Dianne's messages, I hope the others at least sent their own and passed the message to Achie's other friends. Then there was complete pandemonium with screaming from all of Lalynn. All because of a stupid Pokemon egg. JJ had two eggs of a Chikorita and Clefa and he didn't know which was which, so Lalynn demanded one which she thought was hers. It ended up as a Clefa, and she later held it as hostage and wanted JJ to hatch the Chikorita in his version so when they trade, the Chikorita's exp points would boost. Lalynn always had this lazy and immature attitude when it comes to raising her Pokemon, so then they were now fighting and bickering to each other like a married couple "You always give me a headache! Always you-you-you! Bad-bad-bad, wah-wah-wah!". Gods. All this a *&%$@($&@ egg!! Then they call me to clean up my bed (yaya was out) so I went. Lalynn did a sloppy job cleaning, and so I fixed it. Then Lalynn blames me for not calling her for help or teaching her how to fix it. And I've told her (for the umptenth time) that I don't bloody have to call her because she should've done her job right the first time, and that I did teach her how (ever since pa Mama left!! >X<) and mostly everything else! Then she gets mad on how I just keep repeating it on and on, and I say because you're still not getting it in your head, no initiative (Do I have to be there all the bloody F*cking time!?) Then she goes with the Lilo-Stich thing: "I prefered you as a sister than a mother" Yeah right, *^#$!$. Well mama still isn't here and someone has to look after you or you can go and live in a stupid dumpsite and stress yourself out till you blow. Ingrate, lazy fat stupid little @#*&$!!!! Sunday pa si Mama dadating. Sob. ...Well (listening out the door) it looks like Lal's calmed down. And so have I. Hah~Enya.

Spent a nice cool day out in Cavite with my grandparents. Mama Mina's installed a 2nd story extension in her ever changing home and it was great. But still no matter how wonderful and great the day was (I got to walk around the rooftop! XvX), it was totally ruined in the night by D*MN MOSQUITOES!!! *#$@*!! And WHY, do they always like to suck at my fingers!? This is the 3rd time one of my fingers are swollen, and this time it's my right pointy finger, so I'm not sure I can draw anybody anything for today (I can hardly even close the finger). Aka , I'll have to postpone drawing you a Waya-something. And everybody else I guess. I got a thou from Mama Mina, and so did my siblings (their first. The sheer joy of delight in their faces. Today we headed to Tagaytay for our grandparents. Me and Jj rented a couple of bikes and kept going downhill out of boredom. Scary, but it's thrilling running uncontrollably downward with the wind blowing fast and so is your bike. Got my pants dirty. Oh well, better grease than horse crack. Ate somewhere, went back to Cavite, and got ready for the drive back home. Well, I'm back here now, just resting before heading for Shangri-la to play Battle Realms. Sigh. Not much update on Sumatoppopih. I'm so full of Linkin-Park, It's because I don't have any boppy-jumpy music to listen to besides Enya and LK and Squaresoft music.

Good morning, nice breakfast, glance at Papa's left newspapers, an enviromental article. A really STUPID guy: Philippine Daily Inquirer Monday Dec. 23, 2002 Metro column A-25 and A-27 Environmentalists to Sue Fernando. Stupid, illogical, and really crazy. This was how environmental groups described MM Dev't Authority Chair Bayani Fernando's suggestion to flush down the toilet biodegradable wastes.... ...Instead of implementing the law, (Ecological Solid Waste Management Act) Fernando killed recycling, focused on dumpsites, and made "illogical" proposals like flushing down biodegradable wastes in the toilet bowl... ...To do this, every toilet bowl should have soil, which would be mixed with bacteria to turn biodegradable garbage into compost... ...In closing the MRF's, Fernando said that recycling in the Philippines is not viable because of the country's marginalized economy... BASTA! This is just plain stupid! I wanna see this guy put his arse on a soil/bacteria-filled biodegradable junked toilet bowl before I see this law be implemented. No wonder this country is going down with clowns who put up with ideas like this!

First one to wake up 7 am in the house because of ringing phone. Mama was calling, and so was Achie! :) That's nice. Ate at Mcdo and had Church, and a boring 3-hr. wait as Pa and JJ did there golf driving. JJ is slowly beginning to get frustrated (but not really) over his game. It's not the usual beat-the-game-to-unlock-secret-characters, but get-points-to-BUY-secret-characters-and-junk. So he's gonna be kept busy for a while. Took a nap, got bored, and finished Kingdom Hearts. :) I will not exagg on account some people will get easily discourage in playing the game. Now the question is: what to play next? I'll just work on something besides PS2. Am listening to Enya.

Why is it everytime I log into this pitas, I always write USERNAME in the username? /:( Besides that, JJ finally has his beloved Marvel Vs. Capcom 2, a three-year anticipated game. JJ was so bloody happy for it, even though it went over over our X-mas gift budget from papa. Oh well. Least he has something to do for X-mas. Was the first to wake up today on account ma was calling all the way from US. she's finally coming around the 29-30. Can't wait.

Little sisters Why are they so irritating sometimes? Why do they act so stuck-up and feeling grown-up, like mine? Constantly complaining of headaches, and blaming me constantly I (or my bro) am the rain of her everyday parade, the evil-villains, the big bullies. I guess that's the problem with youngest kids is that they become so pampered and stuck-up sometimes, while as us older siblings get so big (and stuck up) we boss the little kids cuz we're 'training' them for the big bad world they're gonna face, and since they hardly know half of what we go through, we think we have the superiority over them. Sigh. Besides that, went to the C3 con, it was okay. And today, I defeated my 3rd optional boss (yeah!) now it's the last one left. Oh, I'm feeling angsty, am need of a new character to torture. Am listening to Linkin Park: Reanimation. Funny, I guess I've gotten so used to it, listening to the original suddenly seems: plain. I love the starting of the track With You.

Had a rather boring X-mas party, doodled three pages in my new sketchpad, then home I went. (this is not why I am gagging) I finally got the ultimate weapons of my KH, and I am working now on kicking optional bosses (I never did go around killing optional bosses in other games) So far, I've defeated two yesterday, and I've almost killed one today. Sayang. As I am working on my mother's addresses to send out, (not why I am gagging) I am actually isolated in the Kid's room, next to the spray painters (here we go) and so while they are spraying, I am next door, with Enya between my two ears in a headphone, my big electric fan literally right in my face (and that isn't enough to put the smell away) I have my T-shirt collar halfway up my face! So here I am, typing away like a half-emerged turtle who's flippers are a little raised up due because she is trying to do her job and trying to live at the same time. I think I'm getting dizzy.... ...Later, when the painters paused, my bro visited me. But since the painters are up again, he's stuck with me.

Today was Club Activity Day, so everything was 30 minutes (yey) but for some reason, I was heavily hit upon with the bah humbugs. Maybe because I was looking at people who were using the very season of Christmas as an excuse to get out of schoolwork. Please, the holiday has been butchered enough by the red fatso, the dumb reindeers, the ka-plastic-an of men and women as they frolic about giving 'love on Christmas day'. Why not any day of the year? It's stupid! Garg! Oh well, at least I have my KH and Linkin Park to console myself too. Ooh, marker pens, what to use them for?? (patter patter)

I just realized the problem with this blog is that any form of update shall not immediately be posted up this present time. So I post this message NOW, it'll probably show up the next day or so, and then I'll see if I made any mistakes by then.

Finally! My CPU's back, we're moving back in our kid's room (elbow space~~ No more cramped nights sandwhiched between two warring siblings)and everything looks normal cept our cabinets lack cabinet doors and our kid's room painted baby purple as our living room and dining are a sunny yellow. @v@ Good friend has given me a great gift! Aka sez it's fake and bad, yes, but it's the thought that counts. sigh. I wish X-mas na, or at least 30. I miss mama... Grr. JJ and his addictive Battle Realms. Now I'm dreaming about them. Since a month ago, blah-blah, *growl* gutom. Must also memorize AE speech. Sigh.

Aka once told me to check on people's Source to see whether or not the one's who made their layout used HTML or not. So I decided for study and reference to check the best HTML coding I simply know. Now I remembered/ know how to link, and what <> and represent. Also what (br) is. Don't call me a dumbass (Cause I said it first.)

Next to my friends. It's a pathetic little thing. Sigh. It's taken me at least an hour to remember that to change color, just replace the name, is size of font, that's it so far. I'm a dumb*ss (there, I said it before Aka could say it herself) Whew. I need to learn quickly how to add links, put up pictures and stuff like that. Maybe by X-mas or New Year I can officially say: Hey, this is my blog! Where to begin? Shuffle Shuffle.